All songs written by gilli moon (apra)
published by warrior girl music (ascap)
* except “need you tonight” by andrew farriss & michael hutchence. published by warner chappell music.
“damaged or broken” - gilli moon & Gordon Holland Germaine (Bmi.)
“home” - gilli moon & Jeffrey Bethuy Dean (Bmi.)
1. real - the opening ceremony 1.30
2. i’m calling you 4.11
3. organic 3.16
4. woman 4.06
5. need you tonight 4.13
6. i think of him 2.06
7. do ya wanna? 3.17
8. secrets 0.26
9. to be with you 5.47
10. someone to love 2.33
11. tiny diamonds 3.41
12. stillness 2.42
13. bop to the rhythm 3.39
14. the seducer 4.17
15. damaged or broken 5.06
16. home 3.11
17. naked (ice jupiter groove ‘02 remix) 4.43
18. woman (ice jupiter groove remix) 3.25
1. real - the opening ceremony
Why do I need a man to make me feel like a woman? Why do I cry at night when I can't sleep? It's taking me a long time to feel something real….
2. i’m calling you
I'm calling, I'm calling you. If what I know now I knew back then, there wouldn't be much to mend. When did my happiness all come down to you? What I would do to take the wind and blow it back where it came from. Sorry doesn't seem enough this time Start again, make amends. What if I should say, "take me as I am?" Would it offend if I be the woman I can? Give me a sign that we're not through. I'm reaching out and calling you. I'm calling, I'm calling you. We're riding one big roller coaster. We're missing all the signs. I know I can be everything you want and I'll give it a try (chorus)
If I were to count the thousand years I've been alive I'd stumble on the epilogues prophets left behind. Mountains of wisdom, a whole life knee deep. Bridges burned, towers fall, old possessions you cannot keep. I am still, I am alive, I am frightened, enlightened I am brave, waiting wanting wishing dreaming, I am still here and it's all organic, It's the way it's s'posed to be, it's okay. It's love it's life, it's mine. Write, collect, gather, master-mind the grand plan I hunt alone feeling insignificant… feeling wasted. Empty, full, the teacup constantly changing. Tired, never cease creating. Can I stop? No! I am still, I am alive, I feel, I think, I learn. I am brave, waiting wanting wishing dreaming, I am still here and it's all organic. I am the wind, floating, being, loving, kissing, Seeing more, less and more again. Touching life and love and lust and all the senses at once I am still here and it's all organic It's the way it's s'posed to be, it's okay. It's love it's life, it's mine. Where do I belong? What am I here to do? Who shall I become? Whom will I be true? (chorus)
I've been picking up the pieces of my heart where I gave it away, every where, every where. I've been giving it up over and over. It's been sucking me dry every day, in every way. It's time to feel it. It's time to be the - Woman, feeling desires waking in me.
Keeping the fire inside of me. I've got these hands these hips these curves, these thighs, my mind is alive. I've got everything, everything. And I realize it's natural, magical In everyway, everyway (chorus) I'm all grown up now. Can't you feel it, I'm in control - in control ….I think. (chorus)
5. need you tonight*
All you got is this moment, The twenty-first century yesterday, You can care all you want, Ev'rybody does, yeah that's O.K. So slide over here and give me a moment, Your moves are so raw, I've got to let you know, I've got to let you know. You're one of my kind. I need you tonight, 'Cause I'm not sleeping. There's something about you boy That makes me sweat. How do you feel?
I'm lonely. What do you think? Can't think at all. Whatcha gonna do? Gonna live my life, So slide over here and give me a moment,. Your moves are so raw, I've got to let you know, I've got to let you know. You're one of my kind.
6. i think of him
I'm in love, had held out, but succumbed to the one with the softest heart. It's insane, everyday. Feeling like I'm on another planet away. I've been crying and smiling. All at once I'm a fish out of water and everytime I sleep. Everytime I breath, I think of him. I'm a mess, I confess. Addicted, don't wanna get out of bed. In my mind, fantasize, what it would be like for the rest of time. I'm dizzy and crazy. What if what I think is all a lie, you see everytime I sleep, everytime I breath I think of him. I know I'm a sucker for romance. I'm on fire, on fire
and itching for the chance. Everytime I sleep. Everytime I breath. I think of him. I've been crying and smiling. All at once I'm a fish out of water and. Everytime I sleep. Everytime I breath. Everytime I'm weak.... I think of him
7. do ya wanna?
(the beginning of the end of the beginning)
Thinkin' about all that we've had. Something so good, nothing that bad. I gotta tell you, there's much more ahead. If you tell me the truth I'll tell you my secrets. Do ya wanna be with me? Do ya wanna? Do ya do ya wanna? Tell me right now do ya love me? 'Cos if you don't, if you don't, I'm walking out that door. I'm right here for you. I know you want me too. But from your lips to mine do you wanna cross that line? (chorus.) Right here right now, read the words from my mouth and come to me now….. come to me now…… come to me…. (chorus.) I'm walking out that door...
The beginning of the end of the beginning, the beginning of the end of the beginning, the beginning of the end of the beginning, the beginning of the end of the beginning…
8. i worry my emotions will cause you to run away...
... let me reveal my secrets to you...
9. to be with you
Take me away, take me away, I wanna get into you. Deep inside your silent heart something frightened you. Don't be afraid, I've already understood you. So don't hide yourself from me. Don't shut me out - 'Cos I'm here, waiting for you. I love everything about you. Do you see what I see in you? What do I need to do - to be with you? When I was a girl I used to dream of a perfect world.
And I had a restless heart constantly yearning. But life delivers it's deck of cards and some grow up in the dark. We don't need to be alone. Open up to me - (chorus.) We can be searching our whole lives never finding anyone. We could be hiding behind our disguise never feeling satisfied. What do I need to do? To break the spell on you? I'm standing right in front of you! I'd die inside if I lose you. Here I stand patiently, naked to you. (chorus)
10. someone to love
TI am your mortal woman. I am your sensitive child. In every sense I hunger, I hunger for the wild. My body aching, needing, the touch of your caress. I am always forgiving if you show me tenderness. It's all a mystery, this woman-man thing. Spinning madly in my wilderness I beg for someone to love. I am a mortal sinner. I dream of jungle heat. I can be everything you hunger in your dainty sleep. Why do we paint illusion? We all have the same need. We hide behind delusion protecting dignity. Oh we are slaves to love, spinning madly in our wilderness we beg for someone to love, and I'm burning -Oh I'm yearning for someone to love me. I will live alone - Until I find my soul mate. You come to me at night - I see you. Oh I'm a slave to love... etc.
11. tiny diamonds
Did you think all your seeds were sewn? Living in your little world all alone? You can be afraid of the dark if you want to be. Never any time to keep that pretence. Realize deep in side I'm a friend. Trust in the hand that I stretch out to you 'cause, I see a sky that's filled with tiny diamonds. We fall into your feather island and dream to touch the skin you breath. Do you want to stay? We can hide away…. Think about what I think of you. Everything is relative to me and true. Alone in your dark brings my light to see by day. Hurting over pain of yesterday. Trouble seems so far away. Melt in the moment of silence and solitude... (chorus.) Stay and feel the wind blowing. Touch takes away my sorrow. We fly with the tide to the other side and fly away - (chorus.) I see a sky that’s filled with tiny diamonds. We fall into your feather island and melt our mouths organically. I see you and me. Naturally. Don't you ever want to run away? Living in your little world afraid. You can be afraid of the dark.
I'm an enigma in my own living room. Can't seem to get my tongue to hit the words I want to say and everything I feel, all that I am I throw out … naked. I'm yearning for the outcome of my days to caress my childhood fairytales, so tormented inside I stand and wait What are you waiting for? To run with the wind in my face and swim in the deepest oceans. What are you fighting for? An escape from my own self-defeating consternation and to take the step, be willing to learn wait for my time, wait for my turn and listen…. to the stillness. Hold my hand and guide me ‘cause courage seems a lonely word. This body, this voice this mind of mine wants to shake my bleeding heart. (chorus.) I must take the step, be willing to learn. This is my time, I'm taking my turn, I’m fiinding my way on my own but know that I am never alone, 'cause I've listened…. to the stillness.
13. bop to the rhythm
Takin' it in every day. Leting it go slow. Feel the rhythm, the rhythm of your heart. Bop to the rhythm - the rhythm of your heart. Can we make it to the ending? - Will we ever get there? In the middle of the night - wanting, wanting. The rhythm of your heart - is what I bop to. Bop to the rhythm - the rhythm of your heart. Can we make to the ending? - living all our visions. In the middle of the night - dreaming, dreaming The rhythm of your heart - it's a glorious feeling. I breath deep. It's the only way. Feel the rhythm, the rhythm of your heart. (chorus.) Bop to the rhythm of our inner decisions. Can we make it to the ending living all of our visions? In the middle of the night holding on to the dreaming. The rhythm of your heart is a glorious feeling. Don't it let go, don't let it go. Feel the rhythm. (chorus.) Will we make it, will we make it? Oh I want it, yeah. The rhythm, the rhythm.
14. the seducer
Do you think I'd lie, when all is said and done. Do you think my smile, brought down your pack of cards. I've been taken for a fool and I'm conflicted as to what to do. You seduce me I crumble, started to believe in your dribble. Betrayal… is the art of the seducer. You adored my wisdom, but when my back was turned you're away. I'm compromised with your behavior. Discretion's just a game. Got me addicted like a fool. Shows you up as a faithless seducer. You call me freak and I crumble, started to believe in your dribble. Betrayal… is a hurtful word. Thought I'd learned, so absurd. I'm cursed when it comes to love… ooh. Ouch, ouch…. Getting my fingers burned. You call me freak and I crumble, started to believe in your dribble. Betrayal… is the art of the seducer. The art of the seducer, the art of the seducer.
15. damaged or broken
Tell me why we grow up and find our childhood disappear? Tell me why we grow up angry, building walls in our cage? Does the world owe you? Are you God's priority? Or are you hanging on by a thread, if life doesn't matter why catch your breath? What do you believe? Is it the past you cannot leave? Will you be damaged or broken? Some things can be saved. The rules you can change. Your choice to be damaged or broken, damaged or broken. Will I surrender to my oblivion? Or will I learn to be totally honest, damaged, yes, but not broken (chorus.) Is it everyone else's fault, you behave this way? Letting go - Let the anger fall away… (chorus) Wash away the pain. No more passing blame. Damaged or broken. The cards are in your hand. You can hide away or take a stand, take a stand. Damaged or broken, Damaged or broken. Damaged or broken
How I hear the peace. How I am relieved. All and all I feel the strength. The time is here to heal me. It's been a battle like I've been fighting out at sea but the tide is bringing me home again. Tell me tell me did I do right? Or am I the only one who'll forgive me? 'Cause he doesn't know how he made me feel. He doesn't even remember. (chorus.) I've been running away, running forward and back, never knowing how to be what to see, forgive me. When the little voice inside us speaks we seldom ever listen, I am forgiven…(chorus.)